Vent

I need to vent because you got a Bitch twisted.

I'm trying to understand people but I just can't. I do take full credit for my imperfection but some people have some Nerves. I finally getting me together and for whatever reasoning people persist on playing with me. What the fuck??? My level of calmness is wearing thin, you call to tell me some bad news but on the day it happen I got no phone call. I don't understand your logic. Why bother me?? You act as if I was this horrible person and I need to be treated badly or something... when the fact is I gave you all that I had to give and more then I was willing. You sit on your damn pedestal and act like I'm the shit beneath your shoes... At this point in our lives we both need to grow and mature more I feel like a child that's being punish for wrong doing. I have accepted the fact that we are nothing but still in disbelief with the whole situation. I never wanted to have ill feeling toward you but I must admit last night showed me what you really think of me as a person. I'm a little sadden but relieved because now I have no per-conceived notion of anything pertaining to us. Again, I ask you to NOT CONTACT my circle of friends or ME for any reason. As far as your things left behind it's clear you don't want them so I will disposed of them so there's no reason for us to bother each other. Thank you for the giving my heart back.