The End

My heart feels empty but yet so heavy
My mind has never been so clear
I ignore the signs, the sick feeling, the constant voice within.
I believe we all must face our demons
The heart although powerful is such a delicate amentities, It can be so easily fooled in believing
I wish I could go back in time and erase what we had
I remember the beauty we once shared
I remember the connection and chemistry... It was like nothing I ever possess
The hard work and time invested
How did we get here?
I am confused by it all, I want to be NONEXISTENCE in
I want to forget the good as well as the bad
I want to hold on but I need THE END
The End has come to me several time in varies way but I have chosen to ignore
The End has tested my sincerity
The End has come once again but fate has step into play

I look at you and wonder what it was that capture my heart. I look and see someone but the imagine is cloudy. You have options, you have variety, you have quantity and you have what you wanted to be.... NOW I need THE END