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The supense was killing me... I had to know
Something ate away at me... I had to find out
The longing for time... The right time
I've invaded your space... I wanted answers
I feel foolish... I feel denied
You had to know... It was a matter of time
Time to prepare... My next step
Time to prepare... Your appropriate punishment
Punishment for an unspeakable crime...
Know the one whom heart you break... Because they might one day become your opponent...
I feel lost... I feel defeated
You won a victory... You won at my expense
The love I possess has intensified...
I gave you my love and you betrayed my trust, so how do you expect to just walk away...
I've let you go and you returned....
I been a friend through thick-n-thin
I've faced the truth... That is was never real, but how can I say that when I'm left picking up the broken pieces of my heart?
You moved on and I'm still stuck
Waiting to wake up from a terrible dream... A dream that has left me grasping for air...
If only I could wake up, I would see... the beauty that is in my reach...
If only I would wake up, I would see... My life is in chaos...
I want to die, but I'm already dead...
Dead from emotion, love, happiness, and forgiveness... Dead because a part of me has died... Dead because I am not living... Only existing...
So I say to you...
I FORGIVE YOU... And I FORGIVE MYSELF for making a mistake...