DEAR YOU AND I

Whoever said "Time heal all wounds" knew they shit.
It was a long and painful road but it was one that I needed to grow.
But I find myself holding on to someone that I had let go of a long time ago.
I understand now that it was habit. I for the life of me cannot understand why it took so long to let go completely. I have No love left to give but I must say I do care and caring is all I have. I don't understand in an instant my feelings changed and what I felt months earlier isn't the same now. I took emotions out of this situation and for the first time I saw. The truth is it was always there but I was blinded by what I thought was love. I don't doubt what I had was love but I question what type? I have been waiting and waiting for something that's just not apart of that person character. I wanted someone who is on a road parallel to mines; knowing we can never walk the same path, but finding a commonality in direction and purpose. I have been longing for someone with a concrete understanding of self. Someone who cannot be changed as easily as the wind changes courses. And above all else, An Honest person, Honest with me and Honest with themselves. I acknowledge my limitations and rejoice that I am able to change things that I can and except the things I cannot. I'm stronger than ever and wiser beyond my years. I love hard and I fight deligently. I said it before I can never LIVE, LOVE and GROW for us. I loved enough to try, I cared enough to work things out, I know enough to walk away. Although it may seem easy its harder than it looks. I'm conflicted and I'm confused but Enough is Enough and It is exactly what it should be.