Okay my day is finally starting slowly
I still feel like crap but I must be productive
It's hard to focus when your mind lead you to different places
I am unsure what today holds but I am grateful to be present
Although my mind is cloudy and my body is weary I am blessed
I work on my plans for tomorrow and the unknown leaves me scared
I wonder what it would be like to just be carefree
If I didn't have one care what would my life consist of?
I am so tired and weary that my eyes can't focus but today is almost gone and I still haven't found all that's needed
I am not a quitter so I keep searching until I get the information I desire.